Tuesday, November 16, 2010

It's hard to say goodbye!

Erm.... I really HATE to say goodbye. It sucks and really broke my heart. But I guess that's life. Sometimes I wonder whether would it be better if we never meet cause certainly letting you go is excruciating. I am not a very verbal oriented person. That's why I never said how much you mean to me, or even how I appreciate your presence in my small little life. But I do hope that with little time we spent together this year, I do show you how much I appreciate you through my actions and stuffs that I do. Because I do believe that actions speak louder than words.

Next year is not gonna be the same without you. All the laughs, jokes and stuffs that we do together...now become memories. These are memories that I will cheer till the end of my time. Because you came when I was devastated with my pre-U results. You cheer me up, and become my friends when some of my old friends don't give a damn about me anymore. And for that, I am more than thankful to you. You reminds me that place doesn't matter, as long as we are good in what we do. You filled a hollow spot in me with happiness and joy.

If I could choose whether to let you go or to keep you here, I will definitely keep you here in Malaysia. But I do know that you go for your own sake and no one could stop you. If I could give you a hug right now trust me, I will. Because you mean a lot to me. And I really don't want to say goodbye. But I know that you will become a good doctor. Keep chasing that dream of ours. And I will become a good doctor myself. I hope that one day, our paths will cross again, be it as doctors or students. And on that day, I am the happiest man on earth. Goodbye my dear friends. I am honored to be a small part of your life.

I do not know where I stand in your hearts. But certainly you guys do have a special place in mine.

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